Day 5

Feeling sad today. I'm overwhelmed and a little scared. I can't elaborate because I don't know who is actually reading this. I know, though, that fasting can bring about a great sense of mourning. Mourning over sins, mourning over disobedience, mourning over hurt. Perhaps it's the natural reaction of my spirit. Or perhaps it's my own natural reaction to three days of gray skies. Today I've been praying for God to show himself to me in a mighty, real way. I want to experience His provision in my life and His care for me. 

I'm exhausted and hungry today. I hope no one offers me Cinnaboli. 

More to come. 

-R